Be Here Now

It is becoming more and more prevalent to me that people are “living” in two very unreal worlds – either falling into the past or projecting into the future.

What makes me so sad about this, is that these folks are missing out on the HERE and NOW and those fleeting moments of the PRESENT….a very REAL gift from Jehovah that doesn’t last more than a moment.

A moment is faster than a second, or it can seem like a marvelous eternity of stopping time and savoring every bit of “it”, whatever “it” may be.  It can be a moment of fright and terror as well, which can also seem like an eternity, but in the end, it’s all about attitude and how we choose our perspective on what is REAL.

Does any of this make sense to anyone out there?

Granted, it is to our benefit to appreciate and acknlowledge our rich heritage and what we have previously learned and experienced.  AND yes, it is important to make goals for our future, with an understanding that life has a way of changing, sometimes unexpectedly (Ecclesiastes 9:11).  So we need to be careful NOT to live in “the land of what if’s” and allow the unknown (future) to create fears, stress, assumptions and expectations doomed by imperfection.

Consider this…

Jeremiah 17:9 says:  The heart is more treacherous than anything else and is desperate.  Who can know it?

Yes, the heart may be treacherous, but the mind filled with worldly wisdom is foolishness to Jehovah.

1 Corinthians 3:19,20 says:  For the wisdom of this world is foolishness with God, for it is written:  ”He catches the wise in their own cunning.” And again: “Jehovah knows that the reasonings of the wise men are futile.”

Fear comes from the mind – not knowing, or worse – thinking we know, when we really don’t; because we’re actually believing based on assumptions and knowledge from the world and NOT truly based on Jehovah’s truth. That’s how prejudice, jealousy, and cowardness slip in and ensnare us in so many misbeliefs. We also let others dictate how we think and see; often without realizing it.

Oh, the misery that results, and a feeling of loss…unidentified.  ”Something’s missing.”  We are left feeling incomplete and without the pure joy Jehovah meant us to have… without question.

So, then where do we live?  Past?  Present?  Future?

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It is possible to have moments of feeling complete…and peaceful…

Perfect bliss – those moments are glimpses of our eternal future in Jehovah’s fast approaching new system.

Those perfect moments we feel, are fleeting in this system. And if we aren’t paying attention, completely missed, misunderstood, and unappreciated.  Wasted on the frailty and foolishness of our influenced minds and treacherous hearts.  Our hearts ache from the void and we don’t “know” why.

It’s a Shakespearean tragedy.

How do we live perfectly? One moment at a time.

With eyes wide open.

Precisely - BE HERE NOW!  

Comments, anyone?  How would you define a “perfect moment”?  Where do you live – past, present, or future?

 

“Some Day” Comes All Too Soon

Today’s article was written by a dear friend of mine, who is also a wonderful writer! Please take a few moments to read her story of a wonderful experience about a young woman caring for her aging parents.

I am an 82-year old widow, and the fact that I am that old really came home to roost the other day when I happened to run into a friend I hadn’t seen in quite awhile. Her name is Jenny.

I noticed right away that she looked as though she was really worried about something. I asked her what was troubling her and she said, it was her parents. She had to move them both into an assisted living facility because they just couldn’t live alone anymore and she didn’t have the room to have them live with her and hubby.

She told me the parents had a nice private room with their own bathroom and a small kitchenette but they were not happy.  Jenny said her Dad complained all the time that he missed his shop and garden; and Mom complained there’s not enough room for all her things.

Jenny said that everything is done for them at the facility, and they have a lovely community dining room where they can have three meals a day or at least two. They also have the option of fixing a simple breakfast in their room for themselves. Jenny does their laundry because Mom doesn’t trust the laundry there to do it right. They both know its for the best, but the situation is wearing Jenny out.

I told her that I was facing this same prospect in the not too far off future and could imagine how they felt. Growing old isn’t easy. It’s frightening. Whoever said that old age was the “Golden Years”, didn’t know what they were talking about! “Your folks worked hard all their lives, raised a family and maintained their own home. Now, suddenly they are old and infirm and had to give up their home with all it’s memories. It must have felt like a death to them,” I said.

My friend was crying by this time so we went to a nearby coffee shop and found a secluded booth. Over cups of tea, we continued our conversation. She said, “I only want what’s best for them and if we had a bigger home and George hadn’t been laid off, I’d love to have them live with us, but they resist me at every turn!”

I told her, as I handed her a packet of kleenex, that I knew it must not be easy for her and George.  I said further that she should consider that the parents had been making their own decisions for a lot of years and we must respect that and let them keep what dignity and independence they have. After all, they were parents long before she was a child.

I asked Jenny if they still had their garden patch. She said yes, that it was a life saver to grow a lot of their own food along with the bearing fruit trees they had.

I suggested that perhaps George could give her Dad a small patch in her garden or even in another part of the yard and maybe she could consult with her Mom on some household matter from time to time, like asking her to make one of her special dishes for a meal or bake something that she always liked to make.

Maybe she and George could set aside one day a week just for the parents. Let them know they’re valued as parents and human beings. Even Jesus, when near death on the wooden stake arranged for the Apostle John to take his Mother in and care for her after he died.

(John 19:26-27) Therefore Jesus, seeing his mother and the disciple whom he loved standing by, said to his mother: “Woman, see! Your son!” Next he said to the disciple: “See! Your mother!” And from that hour on the disciple took her to his own home.

What a kind and loving Son Jesus was!

I could tell that Jenny was feeling better and she told me that she guessed she could handle things better and be more considerate of their feelings. She said she had a few simple repair jobs she’d ask her Dad to do and even if he did them badly, she’d still praise him, and she’d ask her Mom to make something for them to eat.

I told her that was a grand idea and to always remember that some day she and George would be in the same situation as her parents.

I am blessed to have a loving family who have already told me that when I can no longer live alone, I’ll have a home with them. I love them for wanting me, but I hope that day is a long way off!

Miss Parsley

Miss Parsley is a traditional writer and artist, and doesn’t use a computer, so I am helping her post her wonderful stories to share with others. I hope you feel inclined to comment and encourage her to keep sharing the good news!

Photography by:  Debra Eloise (except for the parsley shot – cute illustration by Miss Parsley to replace it  soon!)

It’s Divine Dah-ling!

Is anyone noticing the trend in movies regardless if they are action flicks or not, vengeance is big and it’s okay to take it into our own hands? Does anyone realize this is actually encouraging violence and hatred rather than love and peace?

Yea, “love and peace” sounds like a cliché’ from the 60′s.  But we all know it’s ALWAYS been around, humans are just not good at it.

Wow, that’s all pretty crazy soundin. A few years ago, I would have said, “Yea, stick it to em!  Kick some butt!”, but now? I am learning a few things that have been kept a “secret” from mankind in twisted, distorted lies that appear so persuasive, appealing and satisfying…but has anyone ever felt truly satisfied by taking vengeance into their own hands? Even if they succeeded? Rarely and possibly not ever, if they are completely honest with themselves.

“Do not avenge yourselves, beloved, but yield place to the wrath; for it is written: ‘Vengeance is mine; I will repay’, says Jehovah.” (Romans 12:19)

Yep, it’s best to just leave vengeance in God’s hands because he will take care of his enemies sooner or later, but he promises to handle it in his own time.

“Jehovah is a God exacting exclusive devotion and taking vengeance; Jehovah is taking vengeance and is disposed to rage. Jehovah is taking vengeance against his adversaries, and he is resentful toward his enemies.”  (Nahum 1:2)

For some, this is could be a disturbing side of God they are not familiar with, nor care to know about. Knowing he feels emotion and is possessive over his creation, or distress and anguish from our imperfections and poor choices. And how much pain does he feel when one of his beloved are in pain or suffering?  How could such a loving God get angry?

Well, have you ever crossed a Mother lion? For that matter, just endangering a child can make a human Mother go into a frenzied rage. Justified? YOU BET! It’s called protecting someone precious and very much loved! Jehovah is that way with his children – the righteous, the meek, the lowly ones. And Satan and his henchmen (or women) had better look out for messing with his children and making them suffer through deception, greed, hatred, and worst of all self-deceiving pride!

On the flipside, let’s look at one of his other amazing attributes…FORGIVENESS. The capacity for gracious, undeserved loving-kindness and a cessation of feeling resentment.

It’s especially important that we learn about this so that we can also practice forgiving others, especially when we’re thinking vengeance instead. Consider it another way of saying “LET IT GOOOO”. Or perhaps the softer expression used by recovery folks – “Let go, Let God.”  No one’s expecting you to forget what happened, but hopefully, once you stop feeling resentful, you will have resolved from wanting to remember and just move forward.  Or you can remember and choose to learn from the experience.

Okay, so let’s peer in to this attribute and see why it’s so good.

First, if we learn it and actually do it, it will help us reap the blessings from having a better relationship with God.

But we have to put it in our hearts to have a WILLINGNESS to forgive, which is much harder to do than it is to say…to ourselves OR others.

Ain’t that the truth?

Sure, we talk about it all the time and yet we are so capable of getting so angry and frustrated with the incompetence and meanness that surrounds us. And when someone does us or someone we care about wrong, we want to lash out.

Yea, we know they are imperfect and hey, more imperfect than us, right? NOT…we’re all sadly imperfect…for now.

Mental health experts recognize the benefits of being able to forgive. It releases pent-up and debilitating emotions and creates healthier and happier relationships with everyone we come in contact with.

An unwillingness to forgive can make you physically sick, mentally ill and emotionally distraught. It can ruin relationships, cause stress and certainly lousy communication. I suppose the alternative is to go ballistic and lash out with vengeance in mind, but remember, success with that kind of attitude is more movie and Hollywood flash than reality, so please don’t go do something stupid, okay? Instead, think about it and give forgiveness a try. It’s not easy, but it sure beats the negative energy and results of harboring ill will. Isn’t peace of mind more comfortable than a migraine?

So the old adage is true….to err is human, to forgive is divine….

“Accordingly…clothe yourselves with the tender affections of compassion, kindness, lowliness of mind, mildness and long-suffering [ie enduring patience]. Continue putting up with one another and forgiving one another freely if anyone has a cause for complaint against another. Even as Jehovah freely forgave you, so do you also.” Colossians 3:12,13

Yes, DIVINE DAH-LING!

Riding The Storms

Photo of Hurricane Sandy Clouds by Janice Heath

Yes, there are many kinds of storms happening recently. Whether it’s the weather kind of storm or personal ones, we all get to experience them and react, respond and meet the challenges of dealing with them.

One recent “storm” hit me closer than usual and caused me to have to spend some deep meditation time reviewing my life, attitudes and perspectives of our two worlds….the wicked current system (what we live in right now) and the spiritual (where some of us get to “live” right now because we chose to draw close to the reality of The Truth – James 4:8).

A very sweet and beautiful, young woman was brutally and without apparent reason killed in Oregon.  Even though I didn’t know her personally, I know her cousin and can say he is one of the sweetest, kindest people I have ever met.

Whitney and Clinton Heichel

His family is a part of the worldwide family that I belong to, who, as Witnesses sharing and teaching God’s word, the Bible, put our whole-hearted trust and faith in His promise of a future where tragedies such as this will no longer exist. What got my attention was how her immediate family reacted, responded and met the challenge of this devastating tragedy.

It changed the way I looked at things and thus, changed the the things I was looking at.

To keep this message simple, I am going to post the letter her Mother, Lorelei, wrote to her spiritual family (and it’s touching others in all of our communities) because it explains in a nutshell what our purpose is in this current wicked system of things and the promise of what is to come – there is still much work to do!  It humbled me to my knees as a reminder that Jehovah is awesome, loving and merciful, and will never allow more than we can bear (1 Corinthians 10:13), although at any given moment, we may feel like we can’t handle the storm.  If we make our best effort to live in harmony with his ways, he will save us in the end (John 3:16) – even if his enemies, Satan and Death puts us to sleep, we have the greatest hope that he will raise us once again to live in his new, earthly paradise.  I look forward to meeting Whitney in that new world.

Thank you, Lorelei, for having the courage to share your feelings and thoughts with us.  You touched my life and healed it because Jehovah’s spirit is working through you in a most powerful way to reach out to those in need.  May you continue to receive his loving-kindness and mercy.

Dear family,

I want to tell you that although this has been the worst of my life’s tribulations, that I am still standing.
The obvious reason is that Jehovah is the faithful “keeper of Promises” holding to his word that never, would his great love allow his precious children to be tested beyond what we could bear. That he would empower us with abundant strength as long as we hold loyally to him.

I have not lost my daughter Whitney and you have not lost a sister. I know exactly where she is. That girl loves to sleep and she is taking a bit of a nap right now, held tightly in Jehovah’s memory. What a cozy place to be .

My family has been told that many are crushed with sadness for us. Don’t be overcome with grief. As difficult as this has been, a tremendous opportunity has opened up because people in communities around the earth have opened their hearts wide to learning more about us as a people and the God whose name we carry. Because of the experiences I have recently witnessed or someone has shared, this ordeal has greatly impacted the minds and hearts of really good, compassionate and loving people. I promise you that if Jehovah told me that he would end this cruel system immediately so that I could hold Whitney safe and warm in my arms, see those shining eyes and her radiant smile tomorrow, I promise you… that I would beg him to wait so that we would have the time to reach out to those people. We could not rescue Whitney but we can rescue them. Jehovah knows what he is doing.

This mother does not have the words to express the gratitude she has for the millions of prayers that have flowed to Jehovah for my family nor the countless tears that have fallen for the sorrow that visited our lives. And while many of you have not been able to be present with us in a literal sense, I have known you were there with every breath that I have taken. Hugs do travel through the air on wings of angels and although there was a horrific hole cut from my heart, I have been squeezed so tightly with your love that it has already closed enough to let me breathe, witness to others and even to laugh out loud. My prayers include you and I needed to reassure you that my family and I are not just standing we are standing stronger than ever.

Beautiful Whitney beat us to Paradise.

I love you, I love you,

Your sis, Lorelei

Lorelei

For more information about donating funds to help the family and to read an additional letter from her family, please go to this website: http://findwhitneyheichel.com/from-the-family/

Have Courage

Today, my heart is full of concern and love for those who are in great need of encouragement and hope, as they struggle with the challenges of life and the tribulations that befall them in these critical times we live in.

As I did my morning studies and meditations, my mind was filled with so many words of encouragement pouring out of the scriptures. I am compelled to share them with you and let Jehovah speak with you himself, since the scriptures are HIS words.

Take courage, dear friends and family. You are NEVER alone! Remember he is always there for you – just call out his name and ask him for help. He will answer!

Are you listening? With your heart?

Embrace his words and choose something you can hold close to your heart.  Write it out and put it somewhere that will remind you when you feel fear, discouragement or sadness….Have courage!

(Isaiah 42:8) “I am Jehovah. That is my name; and to no one else shall I give my own glory, neither my praise to graven images.”

(Hebrews 13:6) …be of good courage and say: “Jehovah is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?”

(Psalm 118:6) Jehovah is on my side; I shall not fear. What can earthling man do to me?

(Psalm 27:1) Jehovah is my light and my salvation. Of whom shall I be in fear? Jehovah is the stronghold of my life. Of whom shall I be in dread?

(Psalm 118:8, 9) It is better to take refuge in Jehovah than to trust in earthling man. It is better to take refuge in Jehovah than to trust in nobles.

(Psalm 146:3) Do not put your trust in nobles, nor in the son of earthling man, to whom no salvation belongs.

No man or woman can save you from your strife. Only God has that power and he will give it to you so that you may endure whatever it is you are dealing with that causes pain or suffering….physically, mentally, emotionally.

Have courage and trust in him!

(Psalm 146:5) Happy is the one who has the God of Jacob for his help, Whose hope is in Jehovah his God.

(Isaiah 51:12) “I—I myself am the One that is comforting YOU people. Who are you that you should be afraid of a mortal man that will die, and of a son of mankind that will be rendered as mere green grass?”

(James 1:12) Happy is the man that keeps on enduring trial, because on becoming approved he will receive the crown of life, which Jehovah promised to those who continue loving him.

There are those of you who are suffering due to age, sickness, surgeries, or loved-ones are ill or dying. There is hope for a time when this will all be done away with and this earth will become a paradise without pain or suffering or even death! How cool is that? Have HOPE dear friends and family!

(Revelation 21:4) And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.

(Isaiah 25:8) He will actually swallow up death forever, and the Sovereign Lord Jehovah will certainly wipe the tears from all faces. And the reproach of his people he will take away from all the earth, for Jehovah himself has spoken [it].

(1 Corinthians 15:26) As the last enemy, death is to be brought to nothing.

(Isaiah 33:24) And no resident will say: “I am sick.” The people that are dwelling in [the land] will be those pardoned for their error.

(Revelation 7:16, 17) They will hunger no more nor thirst anymore, neither will the sun beat down upon them nor any scorching heat, because the Lamb, who is in the midst of the throne, will shepherd them, and will guide them to fountains of waters of life. And God will wipe out every tear from their eyes.

(Psalm 36:9) For with you [God] is the source of life; By light from you we can see light.

(Isaiah 65:16, 17) ”…because the former distresses will actually be forgotten and because they will actually be concealed from my eyes. For here I am creating new heavens and a new earth; and the former things will not be called to mind, neither will they come up into the heart.”

(Revelation 21:1) And I saw a new heaven and a new earth; for the former heaven and the former earth had passed away…

And you can bet your booties this is THE TRUTH because Jehovah keeps his promises and cannot lie! One way or another, he will make his unfolding purpose for this earth and humanity known – that this planet returns to a paradise home for his creation to live in peace and happiness forever. Isn’t that where you want to be?

Look forward to a glorious future!

(2 Peter 3:9) Jehovah is not slow respecting his promise, as some people consider slowness, but he is patient with you because he does not desire any to be destroyed but desires all to attain to repentance.

(Matthew 24:36) [Jesus said:]“Concerning that day and hour nobody knows, neither the angels of the heavens nor the Son, but only the Father.”

(Isaiah 45:18) For this is what Jehovah has said, the Creator of the heavens, He the [true] God, the Former of the earth and the Maker of it, He the One who firmly established it, who did not create it simply for nothing, who formed it even to be inhabited: “I am Jehovah, and there is no one else.”

Be of good courage!

It takes courage to have faith, and the benefits are mind-bending. The power of his spirit he will give you is unfathomable. Once you get a taste of it, you will hunger for more!

(James 1:5, 6) So, if any one of you is lacking in wisdom, let him keep on asking God, for he gives generously to all and without reproaching; and it will be given him. But let him keep on asking in faith, not doubting at all, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven by the wind and blown about.

(Matthew 21:22) [Jesus said:] “And all the things you ask in prayer, having faith, you will receive.”

(Hebrews 11:6) Moreover, without faith it is impossible to please [him] well, for he that approaches God must believe that he is and that he becomes the rewarder of those earnestly seeking him.

(Psalm 34:8) Taste and see that Jehovah is good, O you people; happy is the able-bodied man that takes refuge in him.

(Psalm 62:6) Indeed he is my rock and my salvation, my secure height; I shall not be made to totter.

(Psalm 55:22) Throw your burden upon Jehovah himself, And he himself will sustain you. Never will he allow the righteous one to totter. (Philippians 4:13) For all things I have the strength by virtue of him who imparts power to me.

Take courage and trust him!

(Proverbs 3:5, 6) Trust in Jehovah with all your heart and do not lean upon your own understanding. In all your ways take notice of him, and he himself will make your paths straight.

(1 Peter 5:6, 7) Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time; while you throw all your anxiety upon him, because he cares for you.

(Matthew 6:31,33) [Jesus taught:] “So never be anxious and say, ‘What are we to eat?’ or, ‘What are we to drink?’ or, ‘What are we to put on?’ Keep on, then, seeking first the kingdom and his righteousness, and all these [other] things will be added to you.”

(1 Peter 5:10) But, after you have suffered a little while, the God of all undeserved kindness, who called you to his everlasting glory in union with Christ, will himself finish your training, he will make you firm, he will make you strong.

(1 Peter 1:2-7) …May undeserved kindness and peace be increased to you. Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, for according to his great mercy he gave us a new birth to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an incorruptible and undefiled and unfading inheritance. It is reserved in the heavens for you, who are being safeguarded by God’s power through faith for a salvation ready to be revealed in the last period of time. In this fact you are greatly rejoicing, though for a little while at present, if it must be, you have been grieved by various trials, in order that the tested quality of your faith, of much greater value than gold that perishes despite its being proved by fire, may be found a cause for praise and glory and honor at the revelation of Jesus Christ.

(Philippians 4:6-8) Do not be anxious over anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication along with thanksgiving let your petitions be made known to God; and the peace of God that excels all thought will guard your hearts and your mental powers by means of Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are of serious concern, whatever things are righteous, whatever things are chaste, whatever things are lovable, whatever things are well spoken of, whatever virtue there is and whatever praiseworthy thing there is, continue considering these things.

May you find comfort in the truth, hope in God’s word, faith in his promises and excellent peace within.

Home Is In The Heart

It’s taken me months to put this particular message together. I thought it would be easy when my thoughts first floated out of my head last spring. But for some reason, the continuity of my purpose and thoughts became a jumbled up mess of words and visuals that left me exhaustipated.

Like that word? It comes in so handy, especially when I become creatively “constipated”, aka “writer’s block” for some; the strain leaves me emotionally exhausted.

I am left speechless and my mind goes silent for a time….

That’s what I needed…silence in my head. The multitude of voices in my head are worse than multi-tasking; and the cacophony that emanates from this chorus can be deafening. Thankfully, the words finally started playing in my head like a symphony.

So, like Beethoven, I vigorously transferred the words through my keyboard.

This mental experience reminds me of playing a song on the piano from memory. If I stop to think about the notes or where to put my fingers, my mind goes blank. I just needed to “let go” and let it flow without struggling.

It may have been the subject or the fact that it caused me to drift from one concept to another. I have so much I long to express, but it has to be “just so” before I bare my soft underbelly to anyone. You know how scary it can be for a puppy or kitten to roll over and submissively expose it’s tummy? Be gentle and kind with me, please.

Maybe I’m just nuts and I really have lost my mind on this journey. Hey, at least I’m entertaining! Tra-la

Whatever the reason for it’s delay, I am going to stick to this process and finish it. There’s nothing worse (for me) than not finishing something I started. On the otherhand, I am learning there are times when a person just has to walk away from something that is not working out. For those who know my past, I walked away from a life that was definitely not working out and almost killed me. But the past is the past and I’m willing to move forward towards a much brighter future. Some of you know what that is, others will hopefully figure it out soon.

But I digress once again (“Welcome to MY journey,” she giggles.), so back to the point of this message…

I am sitting here, not in my own residence, quite comfortable, with peaceful surroundings pleasantly conducive for writing. I find myself living in many locations and I get to experience so many adventures – it’s really quite nice.

What is “HOME” anyway? THIS is the message I wish to write about.

I don’t have a house to call my “HOME” anymore. It doesn’t matter anymore to me how that happened or why. What matters to me is that I’m HOME no matter where I am. “What in the world is she talking about?” you may be thinking.

The revelation started one particular morning on a farm where I was staying.  I sat watching the fog rise and fall over the valley.

My mind seemed to shift as rapidly as the fog was changing.

There was a certain restlessness leaving my inner being and a quiet, restful essence replacing it.  I wanted to capture my thoughts before they disappeared as fast as this fog. Write it or shoot it? Heck, I’ll do both and see what happens later.

This farm awakened my ”HOMING“ beacon of sorts.  It was one of my favorite “stays” with most of my time spent enjoying life with animals and the countryside. It was a simple sense of joy….running up and down the foothills and playing with the horse and dogs. And the frog songs….perfect sounds of happiness for me, day or night.

Sometimes location appears to be a kind of HOME, especially when everything around you creates a sense of peace…. serenity….contentment….HEART SIGHS.

Things that make you say “aaahhhh”. (or “ribbit” if you’re a frog)

I stop to pray and thank my God and friend, Jehovah, for this peaceful time. I am sure this change happening within me is because of my growing relationship with him.  His peace is like no other.  Shhh….listen!

I hear Jehovah speaking:  “Do not be anxious over anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication along with thanksgiving let your petitions be made known to God; and the peace of God that excels all thought will guard your hearts and your mental powers by means of Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 4:6,7)

Anxious?

Here?

Not likely.

Everywhere I turned on that farm, was like seeing Paradise in a moment….a glimpse of looking at a peaceful future.

Again, His words whispered in my mind….

“There are new heavens and a new earth that we are awaiting according to his promise, and in these righteousness is to dwell.” (2 Peter 3:13)  ”And I saw a new heaven and a new earth; for the former heaven and the former earth had passed away.” (Revelation 21:1)

Yes, the new earth, God’s promise of restoring the earth into a Paradise, is a treasure well-worth peacefully waiting for.

“For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.” (Matthew 6:21)

Where is “HOME“?

HOME is IN the HEART.

Yes, no matter where we are physically, we can make any place HOME simply by our attitudes and what we believe in. I felt at peace staying in this serene, lovely place. The smile on my face felt permanent there. At times, my giggles came out of nowhere for no specific reason other than releasing my contented feelings of HOME.

Yes….sounds, smells, memories, a history….the physical world may remind us of what is important and has value. But in truth, HOME is in the heart.  If you keep your peace and serenity within you, you will find contentment with that.

“HOME,” the voice whispers….Yes, I feel….HOME.

This calmness and serenity has come and gone throughout my life, but it’s more “internally” grounded nowadays perhaps in an odd way, for the very fact that I am transient rather than “rooted”. There are times when I don’t know where I am going or what I am doing, but somehow, life keeps going and I am HOME no matter what the circumstance.  Why?

Because the real treasure is having Jehovah in my heart – that is my HOME…..no matter where I am. I know I am HOME when I feel peaceful, secure, and content. I get this by putting my full trust in Jehovah.

“Trust in Jehovah with all your heart and do not lean upon your own understanding. In all your ways take notice of him, and he himself will make your paths straight.” (Proverbs 3:5, 6)

He keeps all his promises AND he’s far more merciful and gracious than any human could ever be, so why wouldn’t I want to stay as close to him (HOME) as possible? It would be like “running away from HOME”. That generally leads to disaster and that will happen if you run away from Jehovah. Sure, you may not see the results right now, but every person will reap what he/she has sown in the end – good or bad!

If I stay focused on this “HOMEY” inner feeling, I keep myself from feeling alone or panic-stricken from the pressures of my surroundings. I can be in the middle of a crowded mall or major event with thousands of people surrounding me, pressing against me. Now I know I have a choice not to panic, or feel isolated or even afraid because I’m never alone.  In my heart, I have a friend and protector….Jehovah….HOME.

“For you are my crag and my stronghold, and for the sake of your name you will lead me and conduct me.  You will bring me out of the net that they have hidden for me, for you are my fortress.  Into your hand I entrust my spirit.” (Psalms 31:3-5)

My mind’s eye is focused on HOME – most of the time….imperfect being that I am…weak, foolish, often befuddled.

“There’s no place like HOME, there’s no place like HOME…” Dorothy knew about it (AFTER she foolishly ran away). She closed her eyes and tapped her ruby slippers and could “see” with her mind, what HOME really was.

HOME is being close to God, Jehovah. As long as I stick with him by learning and obeying his will, I am HOME. I am peaceful, secure and content because I get to live in harmony with him.

“Draw close to God, and he will draw close to you.” (James 4:8)

It doesn’t have to take years to figure out what it takes to draw close to Jehovah. It’s about our willingness to learn, making ourselves humble, filling our hearts with gratitude and appreciation…OBEYING his simple rules and STICKING to them AND HIM like glue!

Ahhhhh. The sigh of contentment.

Aaahhhaaa. The sound of a light bulb going off in your head.

Ommm. The sound of being HOME.

For the first time in my life, the feeling is strong in my heart.  I am HOME because I belong to Jehovah now. Where he goes, I will go.

HOME is where He is – in my heart.

“I will say to Jehovah: ‘You are my refuge and my stronghold, My God, in whom I will trust.’”
(Psalms 91:2)

Comfort For The Broken-Hearted

In the past couple of weeks, I experienced three deaths in my families, and now the news is blasting about the movie theater massacre in Colorado.  Although I didn’t know all these people, I am desirous of sharing some words of comfort to those left behind and broken-hearted.

I hope that anyone out there who is hurting from the loss of a loved one finds some solace and hope because there will come a day when they will see their loved ones once again.  No words can describe your pain or make it go away, but there may be a tiny word or thought that someone shares with you that will provide a little comfort and peace in your sad state of mind and heart.

(Daniel 12:2) And there will be many of those asleep in the ground of dust who will wake up, these to indefinitely lasting life…

(Rev 21:4) And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore. The former things have passed away.

I shall let the words speak for themselves since they come directly from our Grand Comforter, Jehovah.

SOME WORDS OF COMFORT

 “JEHOVAH IS NEAR to those that are broken at heart; And those who are crushed in spirit he saves.” - Psalm 34:18

“Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of tender mercies and THE GOD OF ALL COMFORT.” – 2 Corinthians 1:3

 “Moreover, may our Lord Jesus Christ himself and God our Father, who loved us and gave EVERLASTING COMFORT AND GOOD HOPE by means of undeserved kindness, comfort your hearts and make you firm in every good deed and word.” – 2 Thessalonians 2:16,17

“He is HEALING the brokenhearted ones, And is BINDING up their painful spots.” – Psalm 147:3

 “TRUST IN JEHOVAH with all your heart and do not lean upon your own understanding. In all your ways take notice of him, and he himself will make your paths straight.” – Proverbs 3:5,6

 “BE COURAGEOUS AND STRONG. Do not be afraid or suffer a shock before them [this can also include negative emotions], because Jehovah your God is the one marching with you. He will neither desert you nor leave you entirely.” – Deuteronomy 31:6

 [Jesus said] “Come to me, all you who are toiling and loaded down, and I WILL REFRESH YOU. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am mild-tempered and lowly in heart, and you will find refreshment for your souls.” – Matthew 11:28,29

 “DO NOT BE ANXIOUS over anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication along with thanksgiving let your petitions be made known to God; and the PEACE OF GOD that excels all thought will guard your hearts and your mental powers by means of Christ Jesus.” – Philippians 4:6,7

 “THROW YOUR BURDEN upon Jehovah himself, And HE HIMSELF WILL SUSTAIN YOU. Never will he allow the righteous one to totter.” – Psalm 55:22

 “Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time; while you THROW ALL YOUR ANXIETY UPON HIM, because HE CARES FOR YOU. Keep your senses, be watchful. Your adversary, the Devil, walks about like a roaring lion, seeking to devour [someone]. But take your stand against him, SOLID IN THE FAITH, knowing that the same things in the way of sufferings are being accomplished in the entire association of your brothers [and sisters] in the world. But, after you have suffered a little while, the God of all undeserved kindness, who called you to his everlasting glory in union with Christ, will himself finish your training, HE WILL MAKE YOU FIRM, HE WILL MAKE YOU STRONG.” – 1 Peter 5:6-8,10

What’s In A Name?

So I’m conducting a little experiment.  Let’s see if anyone responds (that’s the experiment).

Is anyone listening out there?  No matter, I can spew all I want and know that even if no one responds, I’m betting someone is reading and if Jehovah is drawing you close and you feel the hunger, you will want to taste more!  Hooray for that!

I recently had the opportunity to have a few conversations with people about the truth regarding Jehovah’s name.  ”He has a name??” some of you may ask.  Yes, he certainly does and that’s something many religions and cultures DO NOT want you to know.  That would cause you to have a closer relationship with him and you might even decide to trust him more than you would any human being or entity, government or power.

Well, good for you!

(Psalm 146:3) Do not put your trust in nobles, nor in the son of earthling man, to whom no salvation belongs.

(Psalm 118:8, 9) It is better to take refuge in Jehovah than to trust in earthling man.  It is better to take refuge in Jehovah than to trust in nobles.

Enough said.  Jehovah is perfect; man is not.  NO human government has all the answers, nor has the power to fix all the problems in this world, run by none other than the one called Devil and Satan, who is misleading the entire inhabited earth; (Rev 12:9).  After all, (1 John 5:19) the whole world is lying in the [power of the] wicked one.

Don’t believe it?  Oh, there’s so much evidence not only in the Bible, God’s word and truth, but also everywhere you look in today’s world, it’s obvious that a loving God is not the one in charge of this mess and causing all the pain and suffering.  Don’t you believe God is to blame for a second!  That’s exactly what the ruler of this worldly system of things (Satan) wants you to believe.  That way, he controls you and can take you down with him instead of giving you a chance to live for eternity on a new paradise earth (which is God’s plan from the beginning and HE WILL keep his promise that he will put an end to Satan and his system of things and re-instate his paradise with those he gives salvation).

(Rev 12:12) Woe for the earth and for the sea, because the Devil has come down to you, having great anger, knowing he has a short period of time.

(Psalm 37:11) But the meek ones themselves will possess the earth, And they will indeed find their exquisite delight in the abundance of peace.

But I digress, and once again, this posting will get so long, I will likely lose more than half of you because attention spans and time for reading is at an all time low these days – so many daily distractions….

I will now share an excerpt of some of the encouraging conversations I’m having while sharing the June issue of The Watchtower magazine (if you want a copy, I can email you a PDF version or mail you a copy – JUST ASK):

“Hi, ______________, I’m glad you have some time to talk today. How have you been lately?”

HOUSEHOLDER: Well, I’ve seen better days. I’m having trouble finding enough energy to get through each day. I keep trying to make positive changes in my life, but it’s not easy separating myself from my past.

“Yea, sometimes it’s tough just getting out of bed, let alone moving forward in life! Maybe I can help you today. We just got our new magazines this month and I was hoping to share them with you. Do you have a few minutes?”

HOUSEHOLDER: Sure.

“There are several excellent articles this month that I think you will find personally encouraging. (go to pg 27) Here’s an article… ‘Impossible! What does it mean?’ I bet you hear that word a lot….sometimes inside your own head?

HOUSEHOLDER: (smiling and nods head) You got that right.

“There’s one particular scripture in this article I’d like to share with you. Luke 18:27, why don’t you read it?”

HOUSEHOLDER:  (Luke 18:27) He [Jesus] said: “The things impossible with men are possible with God.”

“Isn’t that encouraging? All things are possible with God because he has the most powerful force in the universe…holy spirit. The article goes on to say: ‘The Bible tells us that a person who has faith in the Almighty and prays for His holy spirit while doing everything possible to please Him can receive help to overcome seemingly insurmountable obstacles.’  So if you’re doing the best you can, in a way that pleases God, do you think he’s ready to help you when your life seems impossible?”

HOUSEHOLDER: I guess so.  I suppose if we had faith and trusted him….but how do we do that?

“Well…let me see if I can explain something very special about God. There’s a section in this magazine (go to pg 16), that discusses his name. Did you know that “Jehovah” is actually God’s name?

HOUSEHOLDER: No, I didn’t know that. I thought it was just another way of saying “God”.

“Let me read you a scripture. (Prov 18:10) “The name of Jehovah is a strong tower. Into it the righteous runs and is given protection.” What do you think that means?

HOUSEHOLDER: (shaking head) Haven’t got a clue.

“Let’s see if these questions in the magazine will help you understand.  The first question asks, ‘Why has God given himself a name?’ Most likely you prefer to be called by your first name rather than, “Hey you” or “Miss So-n-so”, right? Now think about this (saying person’s first name) …doesn’t using your first name make the communication more personal?”

HOUSEHOLDER: (sounding a bit surprised) I never thought of that, but yes…when you said my name, it felt more friendly rather than just strangers.

“That’s so nice of you to say that. I’d like to get you know you better. And so would Jehovah…you see…he gave himself a name so you could get to know him on a personal basis. That way, you’re more likely to start trusting him, just like you would a best friend. Calling him “God”, is like using a title such as “Mr. President”, or “Lord”. But “Jehovah” is his name. Here’s proof straight from the bible…(Is 42.8) I am Jehovah. That is my name, and to no one else shall I give my own glory, neither my praise to graven images. And this evidence is repeated several times in the Bible.”

HOUSEHOLDER: Wow! I never knew the Bible was so specific about his name.

“I’m encouraged to see your excitement _________. Care to look at one more question?”

HOUSEHOLDER: Sure.

“The second question asks, ‘Why is knowing God’s name vital? Knowing God’s name means more than merely how to say it.  To know God by name means to have a close relationship with him.’ So if you and Jehovah became friends, wouldn’t you be more likely to put your trust in him and want to please him?

HOUSEHOLDER: Probably.

“And if he promises to protect you and be there when you need him like a strong tower or fortress, would that make you believe you can run to him, when you’re under stress or you’re feeling like you just don’t have the energy to deal with life?”

HOUSEHOLDER:(pondering) Well…I don’t think God breaks his promises and he does have the power of holy spirit to do whatever he wants….

“You’re right about that. Throughout the Bible, you’ll find assurances from Jehovah that he will protect you and provide you with strength, endurance and sometimes a way to escape, IF you ask him to pour out his holy spirit on you and OBEY his word. So now listen to Proverbs 18:10 again (Prov 18:10) ‘The name of Jehovah is a strong tower. Into it the righteous runs and is given protection.’  What does that mean to you now?”

HOUSEHOLDER: Well…If I put my trust in him… “Jehovah” (smiling because the light bulb just went off)…and go to him for help by praying and asking for his holy spirit, that would be like me going into a fortress or tower for protection. If I picture that, maybe I can deal with my issues and people better, especially when they’re messing with my life.

“GREAT! I can see the light bulb going off in your eyes! That’s wonderful! I hope we can get together again soon and chat some more…..”

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What an incredible experience it is to share the truth with someone and see Jehovah’s spirit (such an energizing force) enter into them and see the light shining in their eyes!  If anyone who reads this needs encouragement or has questions about Jehovah, please feel free to contact me or a local Witness of Jehovah – that’s why we’re serving him….to help others learn the truth.  I am hungry to share God’s word and the good news of his coming kingdom!

And Jesus said:  (Matthew 6:9, 10) “YOU must pray, then, this way: “‘Our Father in the heavens, let your name be sanctified. Let your kingdom come. Let your will take place, as in heaven, also upon earth.”

Contaminated Woman Gets Ventilated

VENTILATE: 1. To provide fresh air in a place that has been contaminated; 2. To circulate air through or blow on, as to freshen the air; 3. To expose or submit a question or problem for full examination and discussion.

(Matthew 11:28-30) [Jesus said] “Come to me, all you who are toiling and loaded down, and I will refresh you. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am mild-tempered and lowly in heart, and you will find refreshment for your souls…  For my yoke is kindly and my load is light.”

Part One – The Contamination

Maybe I’m just having a bad day….or week….maybe a month….maybe it’s just been a few moments, but I have a real need to ventilate my brain and heart.

Lately, I’m remembering that since childhood, I often feel so disgusted and frustrated with humans. And nowadays, even though it’s easier to differentiate who is worldly versus who is in the truth, I’m still realizing we are ALL so imperfect!  It’s shameful, that the most intelligent beings, created in the image of Jehovah, have become so “contaminated” from the centuries of inherited sin and influence of the ruler of this system of things.

Perhaps the worst part (in my opinion) is our weakness of self-absorption and selfishness. It is so easy to get caught up in our own little worlds and issues, especially when emotion is attached, which is just about everything, until we become aware and rip the ego-cord and humble ourselves.

To my disgust, the issue of promises and so-called friendships and associations is what SUCKS right now. People who say they are going to do one thing, but don’t follow through. People who claim to be something, and come to find out, they are far from it. People who have good intentions, but as I have always said… “Good intentions don’t mean shit!” And THAT’S the truth!

I don’t care how kind, loving or forgiving a person you may be, if your “yes” doesn’t mean “yes”, then why bother saying anything at all? Oh yea, people are great at saying “no” or “maybe” and just not bothering with the effort of committing to something. Or worse, they don’t say anything at all and no response is just as loud an answer as not following through with a “good intention”. Hey, I’ve done it a time or two, and I’m SURE everyone else has as well!

It’s all very manipulative and full of deception in my book. It’s about betrayal and a general lack of loyalty to anyone but themselves. Yet, a quiet, forgiving voice in my head whispers, “But they don’t know any better, Deb. They’re just human.” Great…that doesn’t make me feel better! It’s all about those “shoulda-woulda-coulda’s” again….Gee, it be nice if…but it’s NOT reality.

I am weary of forgiving again and again. My patience has worn beyond thin regarding my ability to tolerate incompetence and wishy-washy-ness and worst of all…ARROGANCE.

I find myself getting quickly frustrated and so tired of being treated like a doormat. I know…that’s me subconsciously participating like an idiot, but my awareness is at an all time high these days, so I am resolved to NOT participate any longer. But communicating my refusal in a kind way to those treading heavy? ……….leaves something to be desired at the moment.

I can’t handle the stress and how it manifests itself in my body. My physical well-being is quickly deteriorating and that quickly affects my emotions. I see the old cycle of my life beginning again.

Even with relationships, local and long distant, I question how sincere these people are. I miss my cat – THAT was a friendship I understood and could rely on. I miss being dearly loved by someone – THAT is a feeling I will always remember and pray that someday I will be given that gift again. But these “relationships” I have right now? What are they really? Friends, acquaintances, business associates, family? I don’t really feel like I belong anywhere right now – that’s some “thing” off in the future somewhere when Jehovah’s kingdom is finally fully in place here on Paradise Earth. Perhaps by then, I will have a greater understanding of who I am, where I belong and what I’m supposed to be doing that will fully please Jehovah.

Patience, Deb….patience. You can endure this! You MUST endure this and trust in Jehovah!

The waves of emotion…like the waves of the sea, everflowing…

or the current of a river, going round every bend, over rocks, filtering silt and sand…

No, the best description right now is the roller-coaster – I can’t handle the speed and sudden shifts in direction, but I sure like the wind whipping through my hair! Oh, I am a twisted puppy.

This is the kind of life I got away from three years ago, or so I thought. I swore I would NOT get myself into those “doormat” situations again. And yet, in seeking a modest income and desiring to help others attain their own success under the theory of “win-win” for all involved…I am feeling their feet tramping on my soul and taking the life out of me. DOORMAT NO MORE!

But even with my own “good intention” (some call it “goals”, but let’s get real here…what’s the difference?), the follow-through of ending these relationships while maintaining a positive association (preferably distant and/or reduced to rare occasion) is far more difficult and stressful than I could ever imagine. And lets add maintaining my health, which is critical because I know how bad I can get from stress – I CAN’T HANDLE IT ANYMORE. I spent too many years going 1600mph and working 16hrs+ a day, trying to please and provide for others, both on a personal basis (friendships and family) and in business (clients and partners). Anyone living that pace will suffer burnout (ie near death) – which I am not proud to admit I have been through more than once. Go ahead, call me STUPID – or better yet…DOORMAT! Let this be a warning to you workaholics and people-pleasers (ie co-dependents) – the consequences are GRIM.

Part Two – Getting Some Fresh Air and Cleansing – VENTILATED

(Job 37:21) ”When a wind itself has passed by and proceeded to cleanse them.”

So I retreat once again to prayerful meditation and pondering, waiting for Jehovah to speak to me in some way I will recognize, understand and know just how to say the right words and take the right action that will please him, and not necessarily the humans. Most of all, that is what counts…my relationship with Jehovah, maintaining honor and glory for HIM and not for me, pleasing him by doing what he wants me to do and not taking these ugly situations into my own hands.

The toughest part in this is letting go. This seems to involve a great deal of patience that I surely don’t have and searching in God’s word, I find solace in his truth, which Jesus spoke and the Apostles were inspired to record…

(Luke 18:27) “He said: ‘The things impossible with men are possible with God.’”

(Mark 10:27) ”Looking straight at them Jesus said: ‘With men it is impossible, but not so with God, for all things are possible with God.’”

The truth is, I find that most of the things I do in my life I surely couldn’t handle or do without Jehovah’s help – it is NOT humanly possible. He is with me 24/7 and I find myself talking to him continuously and wishing he could answer out loud. I get so lonely sometimes, just wanting a friendly, like-minded person to talk with. Yes, he answers me silently and through actions around me and from within me. I’m getting smart enough to listen when he’s “talking” to me and it’s very humbling to realize that I am NOTHING compared to his almighty power and undeserved-kindness and mercy he continually grants me. How can I ever live up to his standards?

I would much rather go off and let my tongue loose on so many people right now. At first, I find it very exciting to return to my old self of going nuts, yelling and screaming, and sometimes resorting to violence. It was an adrenalin rush, I admit that, and the temptation to get that “high” again, even momentarily is strong, but I am resisting with all my strength and prayer for holy spirit to pour upon me and keep me on the narrow path of righteousness. It’s altogether too frightening to think about returning to my past or old habits and patterns of living. The consequences are VERY real and I have personally been there, done that far more times than most people could imagine. It’s disgusting in many respects and I am repulsed at myself for even thinking such animalistic and worldly behavior and thought patterns.

So I discover that sometimes, what I think is a distraction, is actually Jehovah’s way of teaching me a little lesson. Take for example, me writing this “venting” letter to myself, which is a great “exorcise” in releasing emotions for anyone (just ask all the people that are doing blogs nowadays or folks that are taking those popular writing classes). Then somehow I find myself outside photographing blue jays eating bread. I don’t even remember what brought me outside in the first place…was I getting something in the kitchen and suddenly had the urge to take some moldy bread outside to feed the blue jay waiting on the deck railing? And then, the lesson on “patience” started…

Okay, the birds are not used to me standing four feet away from their food prize. But they get impatient waiting for me to move (poised to take that perfect shot) because they are greedy. At that point, they don’t care if the sound of my camera’s shutter is somewhat disturbing because they MUST have those pieces of bread! Funny, that sounds like some of the people I’m dealing with! You just have to find that right “bribe” or shiny, sparkly thing that attracts their attention in your direction and viola! they are “eating” out of your hand. But as soon as the goodies are gone, they return right back to their selfish little worlds of ME ME ME (can you hear the blue jays yelling?) and the frustration of dealing with them returns.

More lessons on patience…I decide I need to move the bread crumbs to a more scenic location in the shade where I can sit down (been standing for about 15 minutes now). Unfortunately, the blue jays are pretty full from eating the cracked corn I spread out earlier this morning for the peacock, squirrels and pigeons (no turkeys this morning). How long do I have to sit here for that perfect shot? Are you silly birds going to eat any more bread? Now my patience is wearing thin and I know I need to get back to finishing this letter and getting some work done. The birds buzz my head…the hummingbirds are curious why I’m sitting out here…but not one blue jay seeks the bread. Oh well, perhaps this is where I “let it go” so rather than continuing to sit here, I move to shoot a few shots of the birds and squirrels eating stuff below the deck. I toss the remaining bread crumbs. Of course, they go for it right away and I snap a few more shots before I head back inside. Did I learn patience on my part? At the very least, I became AWARE of my patience issues and laughed inside my head about Jehovah once again “teaching me a lesson through illustration”. I am cooled off now emotionally, so I can finish this letter with a bit more kindness and forgiveness.

So what did I learn from that little “bird session”? First, for me, I have to be patient in order to succeed (that elusive perfect photograph AND some peace of mind). And I have to stop stressing myself and give my heart issues to Jehovah and trust he will grant me a dose of his holy spirit to cleanse me and provide me with power to get through my challenges.

(Philippians 4:6, 7) “Do not be anxious over anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication along with thanksgiving let your petitions be made known to God; and the peace of God that excels all thought will guard your hearts and your mental powers by means of Christ Jesus.”

I have to be quiet and still.

(2 Chronicles 20:17) ”…stand still and see the salvation of Jehovah…do not be afraid.”

Okay, I can use that in dealing with these humans.

Second, the reality check is people are not much different from blue jays – they are easily distracted and attracted to things that touch on their immediate needs or desires. Lately, it has become very apparent to me that even my Brothers and Sisters in the truth are just as imperfect as the worldly folk and “shame on them”, especially the ones who have been in the truth for years, because they should know better! Oops! There’s that word again…”should”…the warning light goes off….imperfection rears it’s ugly head once again. So forgiveness “should” follow? Practice makes perfect, and easier said than done, so make it real and JUST DO IT.

It’s so easy to take care of others in physical need, but when it’s a need such as friendship or sincere business, it becomes less obvious. That “sense” of cooperation, consideration and self-sacrifice is not as apparent when it’s a need. We miss the message (ie hint, signal, alert) someone may send out, and silently abuse one another without realizing it by our actions or LACK of action.

So many of the Brothers and Sisters who have been sheltered from the world have trouble comprehending what it truly feels like to be betrayed or harmed regarding such things as addictions, adultery, violence, and persecution by the broken legal system or government. It all sounds good in theory and on paper how to “be”, but sometimes, until you experience it firsthand, how can you truly be aware of it and competent enough to take proper action? And how can you “judge” any person when you haven’t been in their shoes?

Oh, the surprises and tests some of these people will get and then the thinning of the harvest will indeed show who are the weeds.

There are times when I feel like the nice, worldly people I know seem more trustworthy and loyal than my Brothers and Sisters. Perhaps it’s because that is a life I am still more familiar with and therefore, more comfortable with even though I know it is not good or healthy or the path to my salvation. So as I gather myself back into some semblance of order and calm, I find comfort once again in the truth. In the end, we are all imperfect humans and we can only count on Jehovah through his son, Christ Jesus.

(Psalm 146:3) “Do not put your trust in nobles, nor in the son of earthling man, to whom no salvation belongs.”

(Psalm 118:8) “It is better to take refuge in Jehovah than to trust in earthling man.”

As we get deeper into the tribulation and end times, the very core of our humanity will rise to the surface and be exposed. We are ALL imperfect beings and it’s up to each one of us to get our hearts right and change our lives to live in harmony with Jehovah’s will. That is why I choose to stick close to him and minimize my exposure to this decaying system of things. At least those who have learned the truth and practice it are more likely to have the right heart condition.

(Ecclesiastes 12:13, 14) “The conclusion of the matter, everything having been heard, is: Fear the [true] God and keep his commandments. For this is the whole [obligation] of man. For the [true] God himself will bring every sort of work into the judgment in relation to every hidden thing, as to whether it is good or bad.”

Who’s heart is truly in alignment with Jehovah and will receive his gift of everlasting life?

ONLY HE KNOWS the time and who is right-hearted. I believe we’re in for some major surprises.

I may sound vague and generalizing right now, but it’s because there is an overload of thoughts and personal experiences racing through my mind. I had to open up my mind’s door and “ventilate” my condition for just a little while.

The emotions I am working on “detaching” are beginning to feel less disturbing and hurtful, but at the very least, I have the privilege of sharing my thoughts and feelings with Jehovah. All I can do is pray and supplicate to him and ask him to PLEASE remove the thoughts and especially the emotions from my existence so that I can endure my life and move forward.

Forward….ever moving forward and trying NOT to take those nasty step backwards because of the inability or unconscious unwillingness to “let it go”. Of course, as soon as I wrote that, the “unwillingness” became a conscious matter and now I have no excuses for my MOOD.

It’s a matter of acceptance of fact and truth, and deciphering what is real to me (which may be an unreality in itself, but it’s real to me right in this moment). SIGH – it’s true….reality is personal – it’s unique for each person. Whether someone else believes it or not doesn’t really matter. Think about it. Put yourself in someone else’s shoes…it’s not possible! But Jehovah does it all the time and for that…I am so grateful.

Ahhhh….gratitude is an attitude that cleanses everything. Did you know that if you think of a minimum of five things to be grateful for, it is impossible to continue down a negative path? Try it sometime – it works!

If you managed to get through all of this, you may be wondering…what did she just say?

Deal with it – this is my blog and I get to say whatever I want. Maybe someone will learn from it, maybe not. At least this process helps me to learn and draw closer to Jehovah. I hope you do!

(James 4:8) ”Draw close to God, and he will draw close to YOU.”

Eulogy for my Granddoggie

It’s been a little over a month now that my dear Granddoggie, Ruby, passed away.

She was diagnosed with cancer and my Daughter and her Husband did their best to give her the best treatment and care to maintain her well-being throughout the battle. But they lost that battle in the end and decided it was best to let her go rather than suffer to the end. That took so much courage and love, but it still doesn’t do much for the pain from the loss.

The following link will take you to a video I made as a Eulogy for my beloved family….Jessica, my Daughter, Nate, my Son-in-Law, and everyone who knew and loved Miss Ruby. She was an amazing American Staffordshire Terrier and a credit to her wonderful breed.

In Memory of Miss Ruby

A Posting on Facebook to Jessica, May 2, 2012 –  ”To My Dearest Daughter….my sympathy and love goes out to you in your time of great sadness. I’m sure you are needing some time in private for mourning, so I wanted to let you know I updated the video of Ruby for you as a gift of good memories to share with your family and friends. This is how I shall always remember my wonderful Granddoggie. I loved her so much and miss her. I love you Daughter – you have been a good Mommy and friend to Miss Ruby-doo.”

A Posting on Facebook by Jessica, May 2, 2012 – “Ruby is resting peacefully now, since yesterday afternoon. I still can’t believe she is gone! I miss her so much!!!! She’s been my baby and best friend for a little over 8 years, and she was such a huge part of my life. I will miss the endless love, comfort and laughter she blessed me with more than I can say. Home just doesn’t feel like home without her. I’m so grateful for the time I had with her, we both are. We’re thankful we could give her the extra time she had, keeping her happy while fighting her disease. At least we can find comfort knowing we did the right thing letting her go when we did. Thank you all so much for your love and support. We really appreciate it!!”

A Posting on Facebook to Jessica, May 13, 2012 from Casey Stratton – “I am so sorry, Jessica. I went through this myself last year and I am still feeling the emptiness, but there is comfort in knowing how hard you fought for someone you loved so much. I am thinking of you. I have the fondest memories of Ruby and I on your kitchen floor, her licking my face. She was very special and even one night in your home made that clear. XOXO”